Alright, well, I'm sure plenty of you have already seen the journal I put up last night. I just deleted it, because I was thinking about it, and well... I decided it was obviously a very bad time for me to post that. There are also several people whom I'd rather not get on and have to read that. Also, between the 2 comments I received on it, I realized I didn't think very clearly while I was posting it up. I was told I probably fucked up several lives in the process of that and regrettably, I'm sure I did. I guess this is somewhat of an apology journal. I mean, if I'm only trying to get one or two people away from me, why should I hurt everyone in the process? I don't want to hurt the people who I love. Especially now since they're all I have. From now on, I'm going to be completely blunt about how I feel on someone. I'm not going to stroke egos or anything and most importantly, I'm going to stop lying so much. Lying is an awful habit and I need to break myself from it. If I have something to say to you, I'm going to send you a note, telling you, rather than humiliate you in front of the world. I regret what I've done and I'm truly sorry. To Neko-Of-The-Ninth, I hope you can find some way of forgiving me and if not, I understand.

That's all I have to say for the time being.